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| pain |
| 05.29.04 (10:32 pm) [edit] |
i found this story some time ago from a blog. i do find this rather meaningful and i would like to share it with all of you.
adapted from somewhere:
"I read the article and it was about a little 3 year old girl who could not feel pain. Something to do with her nerves and her nervous system...a very rare disorder. She honestly feels nothing..no pain no nothing. So because of this she would do things and not realize that it hurt her. Her parents would walk into the room when she was a little younger..not yet a toddler and see that she had chewed on her hand with her little teeth so much that they were bloody and raw..but she didnt know it hurt so didnt stop. She has had to have her eyes sewn shut and not be able to see because of the fact that she would scratch at her eyes to the point of harm and infection. This did not work because she would just rip out her own stitches and further harm herself. She is due to go back to the hospital soon to get one of her eyes removed completely because it is just scratched and gouged and harmed beyond repair. "
sometimes, i just wonder why do i have the sense of pain and i wished to get rid of it. somehow, after reading this story, i felt lost. both ways are not good. is this a blessing or vice versa?
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| Being Grateful |
| 04.08.04 (2:08 am) [edit] |
mood: thoughtful
music: beautiful girl
i don't deny that life is all about ups and downs. anyhow, i realised that i am so LUCKY although i don't own things that people own at my age, i don't look good, i don't have the intelligence and etc..
what do i have? i have supportive friends around me.. although they come and go in my life but i am still grateful. i have all the love i need from my family. though i nag and demand alot, but i am still being loved. i am grateful that both my parents are still alive and i have an education. i can eat any food i want and they are GOOD food. i have a complete body although sometimes i am unsatisfied with certain part of my body.. but look! i am a complete person with all the neccessities a human needed.
i don't wish for a grand house. i won't wish to be filty rich.. i don't wish to put on thick make up to make myself look beautiful. i don't wish for things that i don't need.
being an ordinary girl, how many people in this person can live like i do? i cry and complained when bad times hit me. how about them? their tears have even dried off after crying non-stop day by day watching how their own lives are. they never seem to complain.. they just wished that they are being helped out to lighten up their burden.
those who doesn't have a complete body, they don't sigh. they make the best out of themselves. what about me? all i know is just to sit down and cry , blaming everything to my fate and etc.. i am even weaker than those people. look how useless i am. sigh..
i shouldn't have cry over a spilt milk. life has to go on.. tears are just meant to lighten up my heart.. i am grateful i am able to cry.. i have tears.. :)
time to study.. stupid MATHES!! grr..
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| help me! |
| 04.07.04 (2:43 pm) [edit] |
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help me! :cry:
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| Love Test |
| 04.07.04 (9:01 am) [edit] |
Love Test
1. You are attracted to those who are elegant and well-mannered.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.
4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.
7. You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your freedom.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
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i find it very accurate.
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| finally, i've paid a visit to grandpa |
| 04.07.04 (5:46 am) [edit] |
things have been going unexpectedly smooth today. my siblings came over to cyber along with my 6th uncle and my 2 cousin brothers to fetch me. they came down from Penang yesterday and one of them planned to study interior design in LUCT next year. so, uncle brought them here to look around the place.
then, we proceeded to putrajaya and i brought them around that place. i, myself is not very familiar with that place either but we managed to look around and captured some photos. they were amazed by the buildings especially the mosque and also the MOF (Ministry of Finance) building.
we then headed back to Bandar Utama and visited grandpa. he is okay, no more fever.. i am still wondering.. does he know who am i? *blur* had dinner in the house and sis fetched me back to Cyber. which means i won't be going over to BU on saturday noon like what i've planned earlier.
my cousins from penang.. let me count how many years i've not seen them.. 1,2,3,4,5,6, [b]7[/b]!! oh my.. it has been 7 years we've not meet each other and they have grown so TALL.. of course not bad looking also.. ngek ngek ngek.
as for my twin cousin brothers who are staying in BU, ( i only met one of them today).. crappy fellas. went and bleached his hair and planned to dye purple colour for the next round.:shock: the last time i saw him was during the CNY and his hair was in bright red colour. his twin brother, dyed his hair gold in color. anyway, i encouraged them to go on so that i can choose what colour is nice for myself after they experimented all the colours on their hair. :D
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| byebye to MLE0013 |
| 04.06.04 (7:35 pm) [edit] |
2nd paper is finally over. something that i don't understand until now is that why everytime i will forget something during exam?! as i was about to go to campus this morning, suddenly i realized that i was missing something. and what was that? :arrow: EXAM SLIP!! luckily i managed to get it printed on time or else God bless me :twisted:
was in the hall for only 1/2 hour. why? cause it was an EASY paper. i was worrying on the subjective part whole night and guessed what was the question? [b]what are the 5 levels of communication?[/b] geez.. close my eyes also i know.. coz it was taught in ms tasha's class and i happened to attend that lesson.. which means i ACTUALLY paid attention.. :shock: somehow, i don't like the objective part. i made mistakes and i didn't read through all the notes available. :(
nevermind.. next aim :arrow: [b]MATHES!!![/b] :cry: i hate it.. no matter what, i will still try my best. hehe.. time to sleep now.
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You are a STUDENT of the English language!
You are on your way to becoming
gramatically sound; however, you must keep
studying if you ever want to be a master. You
do manage to speak better than most Americans,
but then again, that's not really saying too
much...
How grammatically sound are you?
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| nutty dream |
| 04.06.04 (4:09 pm) [edit] |
emotion : confused
music : Island - Hen Xiang Hen Xiang
when i was young, i wished that i have a little sensitive feelings in me. now that i have grown up, i've got what i wanted :arrow: SENSITIVE feeling. i know i don't like it. it kills me. i should just ignore that feeling. i don't want to bury myself into tears anymore. :roll:
wish me luck for my 9am paper. i didn't have a proper sleep just now. i dreamt that i was making out with a girl. she kissed me on my forehead first while hugging me on the bed and i felt being loved so much at that time. slowly, i had my first french kiss with her. gosh.. :shock: and the dream went on. i must have gone NUTS :shock:
continue study..
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if someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much.. just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for a while. ~*
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